Jan 23 2025

Something I wish I could unheard would be the time my mother told me I that I wasn't her daughter anymore. At a young age hearing something like come out of the mouth of the women who is suppose to love me unconditionally hurt. It caused me to build resentment towards her even when she apologized. I found myself feeling guilty for not being ready to forgive her but also angry at her. Having a parent tell you something so hurtful very young sticks with you. Now though i've learned to forgive her to help myself. Having wounds just makes you tougher.

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