Sep 16 2025

A time i discovered a new perspective of the world would probably be the first time i had to perform in front of people at my first job. In 7th grade i had developed major social anxiety to the point that i would cry at the feeling of large crowds. Getting my first job was truly nerve-wrecking i thought i wouldn't be able to go through with the requirements. Once i finally performed and consecutively did it day after day my anxiety began to disappear and i would view the world as "Who cares". I used to always be so concentrated on how i am perceived to other people and if i messed something up it would weigh me down the whole day. Working has shown me how small interactions are little bits of nothingness and at the end of the day no one in the world truly cares how you live YOUR life. Now i've learned to build myself based of who i want to be without the public holding me back. On that note, today in class we worked on a worksheet assignment.

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